"I've got to do well for exams.

For me, my parents, and someone else.

I really want them to be extremly proud of me.

I had that chance when I was 4th in class during Primary 4 EOY.

But that was a long way back.

I want history to repeat itself.

But I can't seem to make myself study.

What am I suppose to do?

Oh God, please help me."